As we drawn close and closer to God, He breaks me down little by little
But to rebuild me right
mold us to His image
Here is where we struggle wondering why I am feeling this way or that.
Insure
A bit out of control
Where are the reins, what is happening to my control
Cocky - Conceited - self absorbed just a few words that have been used to describe me I am ashamed to say
Its who I have always been and has always gotten me through
Now, I am not sure who I am anymore or who I am going to be
God breaking me down
Breaking Himself out of the box in my mind
Purposing Faith,
He will build me back up to be better.
Stronger and wiser, I hope, Kinder and gentler more loving and understanding, more compassionate and able to shine His hope into the lives of those around me.
Insecurity
What a humbling experience.
Feeling some what of an alien in my own body
Having always been an outsider, feeling apart from the world
Now I grow closer to my Adoni & feel more and more alienated from the world
Yet this time more and more at peace
I pray thee My King when this season too has past you will have broken another set of chains which ties me to this world
lifting me farther and farther from my former self which I have loved so much.
Parting is such sweet sorrow.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
My Feet, Your path
June 11th 2009
Tune, In that old southern type song
I don't know, I don't know which way to go
all I know is you are My king
My savior, my Friend
I am forgiven and free
Forgiven and Free
So I set my feet on your path
and let you light my way
Oh Lord Show me your way
Or like
I don't Know ohhhhh I dont knoooow whi ch way tooo go
All I knooo oww ....... is you are my King
My Saviour , Mii Friend
I, I am, I am Forgiven and Fre eee
(ugh) So I ser my feet, on your path
and let you light my way
Ohhhh hhh Lord show me, show me your way.
I know too bad I dont have the nads to just sing it, but then I am tone def so maybe that is better anyway
Tune, In that old southern type song
I don't know, I don't know which way to go
all I know is you are My king
My savior, my Friend
I am forgiven and free
Forgiven and Free
So I set my feet on your path
and let you light my way
Oh Lord Show me your way
Or like
I don't Know ohhhhh I dont knoooow whi ch way tooo go
All I knooo oww ....... is you are my King
My Saviour , Mii Friend
I, I am, I am Forgiven and Fre eee
(ugh) So I ser my feet, on your path
and let you light my way
Ohhhh hhh Lord show me, show me your way.
I know too bad I dont have the nads to just sing it, but then I am tone def so maybe that is better anyway
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Your Love is my disguise
Your Love is my disguise
a song I hear it with with this bluesie gritty feel but still softish. Wish I could give you the tune any way rough draft goes.
So many things, coming against me.
My flesh rising up again, can it keep me from you. The world rearing up behind me, fighting through the pain wondering this time if this will be my end; over taken, left behind, unsure of my righteousness.
Power and Pain - Witness and Truth - Who can I be
Righteous and clean.
I need a reason and so I will let God's love be my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in His love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I will keep on believin, wading in His Holy Waters.
Knowing He'll come Like you've always done.
Never alone, never ashamed, No condemnation In His name.
the worlds all around me, trying to remind me I'm dirty and unclean, Broken and beaten how can this be.
I need a reason and so I will let God's love be my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in His love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I will keep on believing wading in His Holy Waters. Knowing He'll come Like you've always done.
refusing to negotiating with the world out of fear for I am yours and I know what ever comes tomorow I am His and He is mine. He will be my reason to keep on believing cause nothing can come against me which is not meant to make me stronger more loving and more dependent on HIM. My forever and my today. These battles are but for a season, for such a time as this. No weapon formed against me can prosper. His hand on my head I am yours and you are mine
I will run to you, praise you, lift my hands and worship you oh my King, Lord, master and friend. you are my reason, my forever, my friend. You love me, you hold me you show me who you are.
spirit and flesh
Power and Pain
Witness and Truth
Dirty or clean
Your all I need
Yes I believe, I believe in everything, In everything you are
You are my reason, Your love is my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in your love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I believe wading in your Holy Waters.
As you come for like you've always done.
I am home, never alone, I am home before your throne, I am home wrapped in your robes, I am home, I am free, I am free, I believe, In your presence I am home here before your throne, I am home
Your love is my disguise, my blue sky. Right here in your love, wading in Your Holy Waters. I am home
Never alone, never ashamed, No condemnation In His name. Your love is my disguise.
a song I hear it with with this bluesie gritty feel but still softish. Wish I could give you the tune any way rough draft goes.
So many things, coming against me.
My flesh rising up again, can it keep me from you. The world rearing up behind me, fighting through the pain wondering this time if this will be my end; over taken, left behind, unsure of my righteousness.
Power and Pain - Witness and Truth - Who can I be
Righteous and clean.
I need a reason and so I will let God's love be my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in His love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I will keep on believin, wading in His Holy Waters.
Knowing He'll come Like you've always done.
Never alone, never ashamed, No condemnation In His name.
the worlds all around me, trying to remind me I'm dirty and unclean, Broken and beaten how can this be.
I need a reason and so I will let God's love be my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in His love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I will keep on believing wading in His Holy Waters. Knowing He'll come Like you've always done.
refusing to negotiating with the world out of fear for I am yours and I know what ever comes tomorow I am His and He is mine. He will be my reason to keep on believing cause nothing can come against me which is not meant to make me stronger more loving and more dependent on HIM. My forever and my today. These battles are but for a season, for such a time as this. No weapon formed against me can prosper. His hand on my head I am yours and you are mine
I will run to you, praise you, lift my hands and worship you oh my King, Lord, master and friend. you are my reason, my forever, my friend. You love me, you hold me you show me who you are.
spirit and flesh
Power and Pain
Witness and Truth
Dirty or clean
Your all I need
Yes I believe, I believe in everything, In everything you are
You are my reason, Your love is my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in your love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I believe wading in your Holy Waters.
As you come for like you've always done.
I am home, never alone, I am home before your throne, I am home wrapped in your robes, I am home, I am free, I am free, I believe, In your presence I am home here before your throne, I am home
Your love is my disguise, my blue sky. Right here in your love, wading in Your Holy Waters. I am home
Never alone, never ashamed, No condemnation In His name. Your love is my disguise.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
2009 Goal: Resolution, My liege
My liege anoint me, appoint me and use me as your hands and feet extended
To Love, Agape, all those I encounter; To stay in His Will, diligently seeking His Word and wisdom, boldly coming unto the throne and the threshing floor, Keeping my eye on the mark, Jesus is my standard, To be about my fathers business diligent in all my efforts remembering as an ambassador to Christ I am to do things unto the Lord and not unto man, trusting Him for the outcome. Building precept upon precept, line upon line being transformed by the renewing of my mind, and when I fail not taking the easy way out, giving up I will start again. I can because He did Hayah, ELYON, Logos, YHWH, Elohim,
To Love, Agape, all those I encounter; To stay in His Will, diligently seeking His Word and wisdom, boldly coming unto the throne and the threshing floor, Keeping my eye on the mark, Jesus is my standard, To be about my fathers business diligent in all my efforts remembering as an ambassador to Christ I am to do things unto the Lord and not unto man, trusting Him for the outcome. Building precept upon precept, line upon line being transformed by the renewing of my mind, and when I fail not taking the easy way out, giving up I will start again. I can because He did Hayah, ELYON, Logos, YHWH, Elohim,
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Your Spring of Life
I am a woman of my convictions, a woman of lost in her passion.
I am nothing with out His love.
Forgiving, Self correcting, rebuilding.
I fail, I get up, I speak out, search out and reach for the living dead.
I am an extraordinary machine.
Not because of my will but His Will dictated to me
I, striving to be a bond slave rejoicing at my masters voice.
Knowing you may not like what I am saying and where I am going but you surly know where I stand.
Crying out in the midst of my darkness feeling His breath like the breeze of the autumn rain calling out to me, calming me.
Sure hate me if you need to but love me if you can.
I am nothing if I do not love.
I am nothing with out His love.
Forgiving, Self correcting, rebuilding.
I fail, I get up, I speak out, search out and reach for the living dead.
I am an extraordinary machine.
Not because of my will but His Will dictated to me
I, striving to be a bond slave rejoicing at my masters voice.
Knowing you may not like what I am saying and where I am going but you surly know where I stand.
Crying out in the midst of my darkness feeling His breath like the breeze of the autumn rain calling out to me, calming me.
Sure hate me if you need to but love me if you can.
I am nothing if I do not love.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
I will use whom I chose
I will use whom I chose, as you feel their snares and stares
Glinting sneers,
rejoice, leap with gladness
Humbly subject your manner unto them
Not everyone see the blood I see which washes over you.
Your dirty rags hang about you like the stench of your past but with the testimony of your words my silent rebuke will come.
Trust in me my child and open your mouth. Bare witness of Me and I will bring Glory to myself
Close up thine mouth and be a barren wasteland
Gal 2:18 For if I build again the things which I destroyed, I make myself a transgressor.
A new Creation in Christ
I began to think about that A new creation in Christ and saw something- why is each of us a new creation? because together, unique meshed together with Christ a new creation emerges different than what sarah and Christ makes or Tiffany and Christ. Me and Christ together make the new creation. How simple. any way through that I heard the Lord speak to me...............................................
There will be a newness and a freshness of who I am. Of who you are, of who you are in me, of who I am with you, of who I am in you.
It is I that live in you now, The Christ.
You are not your own any longer, You have no rights, You are nothing. I am life, the only truth and I have chosen you to be my dwelling place. So rise up be ye conformed yet again.
Count your past knowledge of me as Loss as I bring you up to a new chamber.
Do not look back. Those past revelations were but stepping stones of what is to come but be not disheartened, count where I am taking you as Joy.
As you lived on the outskirts of kingdom and but touched the heavenly places for a moment, now you breath out as I breath you in and dwell here in the interior land that very few enter, increase the territory of my kingdom the inner and outer skirt’s.
Delight in my truth, touch the hem of my robe and smell the sweet savor of your praise to me. And you will know why I have chosen to love you. I am perfect and make no mistakes, when I first called you, I knew you who you were and counted you as blessing
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Ever wonder who WE are in Christ and why we are so joyful
Well to Start He is Amazing - God that is. he is the bread of Life and the Everlasting Water.
Hold on Hold on read on read on :P
OUR Identity is Christ
I can perform all things Christ preformed ( I can stand and calm the seas, I can heal the sick, I can command the winds to stop and be still)
I am a Saint of the Living God
I am a child of God and that makes me a prophet
I am joyful
Blessed with every spiritual blessing in heavenly places,
More than a conquer through Christ,
Marching in a triumphant precession,
Overcoming the Devil by the blood of the Lamb and the word of my tes
I have been bought with a Price
I am redeemed by Jesus Christ
I have a destiny
I am an Heir of God, Joint Heir with Christ
Redeemed from the hand of the enemy
Forgiven and saved by Grace
Justified, Sanctified, Cleansed by His Blood
a New creature in Christ,
Partakers of His Divine nature,
Redeemed by the curses of the law,
Delivered by the powers of Darkness,
Free from the Lust of my flesh,
led by the spirit of God, a child of the Most High God,
All My needs supplied according to His riches and Glory,
Abiding under the shadow of the Almighty,
I can cast all my cares on Him,
He has prepared a banqueting table for me, before us, in the presence of my enemies
HE has Anointed my head with oil -
My cup is running over,
goodness and mercy shall follow me ALL of the days of my life!!!
I shall Dwell in the House of the Lord
Strong in the Lord,
I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me
An Heir of the blessing of Abraham -
I am blessed coming in and Going out
Blessed getting up and laying down -
An Heir of Eternal life
Chosen, predestine, Conformable to the Image of Christ!!!,
Wooohooo, (shout) Glory Glory,
I once was dirty but now I am clean
I once was a child of the devil but now I am a child of the KING
I once had a past but now I have a future
I once was lost but now I am found
I once was dead but now I live
I was blind but Now I see -
When I was lost I didn't even Know it.
Loving not my life unto the death,
Not moved by what I see
but I walk by faith not by sight,
casting down vain imagination,
Bringing every thought into captivity of the Holy spirit,
I am being transformed by the renewing of my mind!!!!
Triumphant
I am a Laborer together with God
I am an AMBASSADOR of JESUS CHRIST
Part of Gods household,
the Household of faith
A Citizen of Heaven
A chosen one part of a Chosen people,
A royal priest hood
A holy nation
A city set on a Hill that cannot be hit
A Lively stone
A Living apisal being read by others
I have been Crucified with Christ, Buried with him in baptism, Resurrected to walk with Him in the newness of life,
My steps are ordered by the Lord
I am Blessed and prospered
I am Thankful to my Father -
He has gone to prepare a place for me that where He is I can be also
I stand ever ready Listening for the shout of the Arch Angel and the trumpet of God for when it sounds the dead in Christ shall rise first and those alive in Christ shall be caught up to meet the Lord in the air.
It is not all about Heaven It is about NOW and we are to share His saving Grace to all at all cost. We are not spreading some kind of disease it is Love and faithfulness peace and joy!!!
Christ is for everyone. So when the enemy comes and whispers to you This is not for the likes of you, that is a lie Christ came and died for us while we were sinners while we were still His enemy!
He came ,Left His place on High to die for those who would spit on Him and shun Him mock Him and reject Him ... so when you get in your head it is too late for me that is a lie so the enemy may steal your soul and keep you from God for eternity
and last I wanted to say or was it first
Once You have been touched by God you know it. Like seeing the Sun or when you feel a light breeze which tickles the back of your neck it soared by and you felt it and it was so nice and pure you would like to feel it again and bask in it.
No one can say there was no sun on your face or wind in your hair because well you felt it.
and you can always remember that feeling of that warm sun on your face
OK Ok back to subject
WE CAN NOT BE CONTAINED WHO WE ARE IN CHRIST or who you should be in Christ.
Who God says you are in Christ - Who you could be in Christ if you search with all your heart it will be revealed to you ( I am saying I but only so you can say it about yourself NEVER FORGET this is what God says about you who GOD says you are in Christ) as this is who We are in Christ we are a family and every where i go I know I always have a home and loved ones because my family spans the Globe and the heavens.
do not mumur and complain and whine ( that is so easy to do) just look in His face... when you begin to murmur and complain remember who is with you and whose you are. Do not look into the face of man to solve your problems.
Perception should not be trust instead Trust prophecy and revelation from God for it CANNOT BE WRONG God CANNOT LIE
Happiness is contingent of circumstances but Joy is forever and is found in God and God alone.
Now that the ramblings of a mad woman have come to a close :)))
here are some scriptures for anyone who cares and is interested in God, Knowing Him understanding Him and letting Him reveal Himself to you either for the first time or for a fresh anointed I think ... and yeah there is particular verses in each that I was thinking of but hey never gonna kill you to read MORE besides maybe you find something and revelation to share :) Romans: 5 Isiah :33, 62Mathew: 16Proverbs: 12, 28,29Psalms 3 and 82 Luke: 12,17
Habakukk: 2 Hebrews: 6 2 corinthians:4Peter 2Jas:1
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong Life is precious so embrace it and never hold back for you never know when tomorrow will never come!!!!
Hold on Hold on read on read on :P
OUR Identity is Christ
I can perform all things Christ preformed ( I can stand and calm the seas, I can heal the sick, I can command the winds to stop and be still)
I am a Saint of the Living God
I am a child of God and that makes me a prophet
I am joyful
Blessed with every spiritual blessing in heavenly places,
More than a conquer through Christ,
Marching in a triumphant precession,
Overcoming the Devil by the blood of the Lamb and the word of my tes
I have been bought with a Price
I am redeemed by Jesus Christ
I have a destiny
I am an Heir of God, Joint Heir with Christ
Redeemed from the hand of the enemy
Forgiven and saved by Grace
Justified, Sanctified, Cleansed by His Blood
a New creature in Christ,
Partakers of His Divine nature,
Redeemed by the curses of the law,
Delivered by the powers of Darkness,
Free from the Lust of my flesh,
led by the spirit of God, a child of the Most High God,
All My needs supplied according to His riches and Glory,
Abiding under the shadow of the Almighty,
I can cast all my cares on Him,
He has prepared a banqueting table for me, before us, in the presence of my enemies
HE has Anointed my head with oil -
My cup is running over,
goodness and mercy shall follow me ALL of the days of my life!!!
I shall Dwell in the House of the Lord
Strong in the Lord,
I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me
An Heir of the blessing of Abraham -
I am blessed coming in and Going out
Blessed getting up and laying down -
An Heir of Eternal life
Chosen, predestine, Conformable to the Image of Christ!!!,
Wooohooo, (shout) Glory Glory,
I once was dirty but now I am clean
I once was a child of the devil but now I am a child of the KING
I once had a past but now I have a future
I once was lost but now I am found
I once was dead but now I live
I was blind but Now I see -
When I was lost I didn't even Know it.
Loving not my life unto the death,
Not moved by what I see
but I walk by faith not by sight,
casting down vain imagination,
Bringing every thought into captivity of the Holy spirit,
I am being transformed by the renewing of my mind!!!!
Triumphant
I am a Laborer together with God
I am an AMBASSADOR of JESUS CHRIST
Part of Gods household,
the Household of faith
A Citizen of Heaven
A chosen one part of a Chosen people,
A royal priest hood
A holy nation
A city set on a Hill that cannot be hit
A Lively stone
A Living apisal being read by others
I have been Crucified with Christ, Buried with him in baptism, Resurrected to walk with Him in the newness of life,
My steps are ordered by the Lord
I am Blessed and prospered
I am Thankful to my Father -
He has gone to prepare a place for me that where He is I can be also
I stand ever ready Listening for the shout of the Arch Angel and the trumpet of God for when it sounds the dead in Christ shall rise first and those alive in Christ shall be caught up to meet the Lord in the air.
It is not all about Heaven It is about NOW and we are to share His saving Grace to all at all cost. We are not spreading some kind of disease it is Love and faithfulness peace and joy!!!
Christ is for everyone. So when the enemy comes and whispers to you This is not for the likes of you, that is a lie Christ came and died for us while we were sinners while we were still His enemy!
He came ,Left His place on High to die for those who would spit on Him and shun Him mock Him and reject Him ... so when you get in your head it is too late for me that is a lie so the enemy may steal your soul and keep you from God for eternity
and last I wanted to say or was it first
Once You have been touched by God you know it. Like seeing the Sun or when you feel a light breeze which tickles the back of your neck it soared by and you felt it and it was so nice and pure you would like to feel it again and bask in it.
No one can say there was no sun on your face or wind in your hair because well you felt it.
and you can always remember that feeling of that warm sun on your face
OK Ok back to subject
WE CAN NOT BE CONTAINED WHO WE ARE IN CHRIST or who you should be in Christ.
Who God says you are in Christ - Who you could be in Christ if you search with all your heart it will be revealed to you ( I am saying I but only so you can say it about yourself NEVER FORGET this is what God says about you who GOD says you are in Christ) as this is who We are in Christ we are a family and every where i go I know I always have a home and loved ones because my family spans the Globe and the heavens.
do not mumur and complain and whine ( that is so easy to do) just look in His face... when you begin to murmur and complain remember who is with you and whose you are. Do not look into the face of man to solve your problems.
Perception should not be trust instead Trust prophecy and revelation from God for it CANNOT BE WRONG God CANNOT LIE
Happiness is contingent of circumstances but Joy is forever and is found in God and God alone.
Now that the ramblings of a mad woman have come to a close :)))
here are some scriptures for anyone who cares and is interested in God, Knowing Him understanding Him and letting Him reveal Himself to you either for the first time or for a fresh anointed I think ... and yeah there is particular verses in each that I was thinking of but hey never gonna kill you to read MORE besides maybe you find something and revelation to share :) Romans: 5 Isiah :33, 62Mathew: 16Proverbs: 12, 28,29Psalms 3 and 82 Luke: 12,17
Habakukk: 2 Hebrews: 6 2 corinthians:4Peter 2Jas:1
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong Life is precious so embrace it and never hold back for you never know when tomorrow will never come!!!!
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