Your Love is my disguise

Your Love is my disguise
a song I hear it with with this bluesie gritty feel but still softish. Wish I could give you the tune any way rough draft goes.

So many things, coming against me.
My flesh rising up again, can it keep me from you. The world rearing up behind me, fighting through the pain wondering this time if this will be my end; over taken, left behind, unsure of my righteousness.

Power and Pain - Witness and Truth - Who can I be
Righteous and clean.

I need a reason and so I will let God's love be my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in His love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I will keep on believin, wading in His Holy Waters.
Knowing He'll come Like you've always done.

Never alone, never ashamed, No condemnation In His name.

the worlds all around me, trying to remind me I'm dirty and unclean, Broken and beaten how can this be.

I need a reason and so I will let God's love be my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in His love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I will keep on believing wading in His Holy Waters. Knowing He'll come Like you've always done.

refusing to negotiating with the world out of fear for I am yours and I know what ever comes tomorow I am His and He is mine. He will be my reason to keep on believing cause nothing can come against me which is not meant to make me stronger more loving and more dependent on HIM. My forever and my today. These battles are but for a season, for such a time as this. No weapon formed against me can prosper. His hand on my head I am yours and you are mine

I will run to you, praise you, lift my hands and worship you oh my King, Lord, master and friend. you are my reason, my forever, my friend. You love me, you hold me you show me who you are.

spirit and flesh
Power and Pain
Witness and Truth
Dirty or clean
Your all I need

Yes I believe, I believe in everything, In everything you are

You are my reason, Your love is my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in your love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I believe wading in your Holy Waters.
As you come for like you've always done.
I am home, never alone, I am home before your throne, I am home wrapped in your robes, I am home, I am free, I am free, I believe, In your presence I am home here before your throne, I am home

Your love is my disguise, my blue sky. Right here in your love, wading in Your Holy Waters. I am home

Never alone, never ashamed, No condemnation In His name. Your love is my disguise.

Over Extended

My heart swells with Grief
I cannot even find my heart
I feel the tears fall, the warmth of their pain
But where is my warm heart
Why is it breaking, when I cannot even find it

Your so far away
So lost from even yourself
And yet I see you
I can feel your warmth, your heart, your pain

I see you contort and agonize
I reach out
You slap my hand
Bad Girl
Bad Baby
Now Now go on, mind your own business

I can’t see through the glaze of my eyes
The Pain of my Gut, sinking and dazed I reach out

Where are you, I call out wondering and ashamed
You don’t come

Wait…… I feel you I knew you would come
Wait ……. You feel strange sadness
Who is this

I find My Lords Hand…..
Pull it to my head
Like a Monkey looking for grooming
God pulls me close I nuzzle in press in
He pets my head Stroking me Like a father does His Child

Rest, Fear not
The tears flow so lovingly pouring into His lap so strong like they will never end
My heart there it is
Reaching out to you
To cover your pain
With my love

Your so far away
Do you recognize who you are
Do you remember your Dreams
Do you remember a time when there was only the world at your finger tips, did you ever feel that way

Your so beautiful
Such an Amazing creation
Lost in lies
Hopeless and sad
Scared and alone

Can I reach out to Love you My friend
Anger, self righteous pride, Self condemnation filled with the pain and lies of this world gone bad
Recoiled I grow distant and faint
Confused, My flesh burns with disappointment and hurt
Words bring death, Words are power

Control………………
Wait
be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit

Words Yes Words bring life
Words bring Hope
Words bind
Words up rise
Words encourage

Filled with Love, peace beyond human understanding, strength of the spirit not the Flesh
Lean not unto My understanding but Gods who ways are Higher than Mine. Living by faith not by sight
Love it loves always standing on the promises of God not that of the worlds who would have me walk away

Control, Power, Words, Choice

I will give and when I am empty I will lay my head back into the lap of my one and only father and let Him pour His spirit into filling me with His love empting myself of Me,
So long Self there is no room for you here in this temple of the Lord.

I reach out