Your Love is my disguise
a song I hear it with with this bluesie gritty feel but still softish. Wish I could give you the tune any way rough draft goes.
So many things, coming against me.
My flesh rising up again, can it keep me from you. The world rearing up behind me, fighting through the pain wondering this time if this will be my end; over taken, left behind, unsure of my righteousness.
Power and Pain - Witness and Truth - Who can I be
Righteous and clean.
I need a reason and so I will let God's love be my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in His love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I will keep on believin, wading in His Holy Waters.
Knowing He'll come Like you've always done.
Never alone, never ashamed, No condemnation In His name.
the worlds all around me, trying to remind me I'm dirty and unclean, Broken and beaten how can this be.
I need a reason and so I will let God's love be my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in His love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I will keep on believing wading in His Holy Waters. Knowing He'll come Like you've always done.
refusing to negotiating with the world out of fear for I am yours and I know what ever comes tomorow I am His and He is mine. He will be my reason to keep on believing cause nothing can come against me which is not meant to make me stronger more loving and more dependent on HIM. My forever and my today. These battles are but for a season, for such a time as this. No weapon formed against me can prosper. His hand on my head I am yours and you are mine
I will run to you, praise you, lift my hands and worship you oh my King, Lord, master and friend. you are my reason, my forever, my friend. You love me, you hold me you show me who you are.
spirit and flesh
Power and Pain
Witness and Truth
Dirty or clean
Your all I need
Yes I believe, I believe in everything, In everything you are
You are my reason, Your love is my disguise, my blue sky. I will wait right here in your love, waiting baskin in His Son light. I believe wading in your Holy Waters.
As you come for like you've always done.
I am home, never alone, I am home before your throne, I am home wrapped in your robes, I am home, I am free, I am free, I believe, In your presence I am home here before your throne, I am home
Your love is my disguise, my blue sky. Right here in your love, wading in Your Holy Waters. I am home
Never alone, never ashamed, No condemnation In His name. Your love is my disguise.
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Your Spring of Life
I am a woman of my convictions, a woman of lost in her passion.
I am nothing with out His love.
Forgiving, Self correcting, rebuilding.
I fail, I get up, I speak out, search out and reach for the living dead.
I am an extraordinary machine.
Not because of my will but His Will dictated to me
I, striving to be a bond slave rejoicing at my masters voice.
Knowing you may not like what I am saying and where I am going but you surly know where I stand.
Crying out in the midst of my darkness feeling His breath like the breeze of the autumn rain calling out to me, calming me.
Sure hate me if you need to but love me if you can.
I am nothing if I do not love.
I am nothing with out His love.
Forgiving, Self correcting, rebuilding.
I fail, I get up, I speak out, search out and reach for the living dead.
I am an extraordinary machine.
Not because of my will but His Will dictated to me
I, striving to be a bond slave rejoicing at my masters voice.
Knowing you may not like what I am saying and where I am going but you surly know where I stand.
Crying out in the midst of my darkness feeling His breath like the breeze of the autumn rain calling out to me, calming me.
Sure hate me if you need to but love me if you can.
I am nothing if I do not love.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
I will use whom I chose
I will use whom I chose, as you feel their snares and stares
Glinting sneers,
rejoice, leap with gladness
Humbly subject your manner unto them
Not everyone see the blood I see which washes over you.
Your dirty rags hang about you like the stench of your past but with the testimony of your words my silent rebuke will come.
Trust in me my child and open your mouth. Bare witness of Me and I will bring Glory to myself
Close up thine mouth and be a barren wasteland
Gal 2:18 For if I build again the things which I destroyed, I make myself a transgressor.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Love? Is it that He Knew
How hard it is ...life
To hear their tears all your pain,
Why must I endure their voices
Come hold my hand
Let me take it all from you
My strength is He that dwells in me and I can endure for you
My sorrow strikes my soul
All the wickedness of flesh revealed in a moment’s time
How hard it is....
Come hold my hand I can try, to stand in the gap
How much more sorrow must the Lord of Host feel
How is it that He can rejoice at His Children’s sorrow?
Is it that He Knows?
The beginning from the end and as He holds every tear in His hand, He thinks of your end the beginning with Him
And for that He sent the savior?
While we were yet sinners He died for a beginning without end
Not just you and I
Not just for the just
But for Manson and Bin Landen for Chester and Mother Theresa
How my finite mind struggles to comprehend
It is you I should lift up and interceded for
It is for all I should lay down my life and am beckoned to my knees.
Sometimes I cannot feel myself
Overwhelmed with the wickedness of man and how I long to love your soul as he loves mine.
How hard it is.....The Flesh
How kind He is..... The spirit
Can we hold hands and I bend to you just this once setting aside the flesh wipe away your tears with my hair and wash your weary feet
Come to me as the Servant King has come to me
I am sorry you are depraved and wickedness has overcome you
Such sadness I know that could have been me
Oh depraved and perverted, I am sorry that I have not be there for you and help you to over come
I am sorry to you mother and grandfather that I can not take your place at the judgment hour
But be thee grateful for I am but human a broken vessel
Yet He the King of Kings believes in you and calls for you to come just as you are. Standing in the Gap for those who answer the call
Interceding and covering you at judgment hour.
But for now
I hear your tears near and far I bow my head and lay myself at your feet
Much Love
To hear their tears all your pain,
Why must I endure their voices
Come hold my hand
Let me take it all from you
My strength is He that dwells in me and I can endure for you
My sorrow strikes my soul
All the wickedness of flesh revealed in a moment’s time
How hard it is....
Come hold my hand I can try, to stand in the gap
How much more sorrow must the Lord of Host feel
How is it that He can rejoice at His Children’s sorrow?
Is it that He Knows?
The beginning from the end and as He holds every tear in His hand, He thinks of your end the beginning with Him
And for that He sent the savior?
While we were yet sinners He died for a beginning without end
Not just you and I
Not just for the just
But for Manson and Bin Landen for Chester and Mother Theresa
How my finite mind struggles to comprehend
It is you I should lift up and interceded for
It is for all I should lay down my life and am beckoned to my knees.
Sometimes I cannot feel myself
Overwhelmed with the wickedness of man and how I long to love your soul as he loves mine.
How hard it is.....The Flesh
How kind He is..... The spirit
Can we hold hands and I bend to you just this once setting aside the flesh wipe away your tears with my hair and wash your weary feet
Come to me as the Servant King has come to me
I am sorry you are depraved and wickedness has overcome you
Such sadness I know that could have been me
Oh depraved and perverted, I am sorry that I have not be there for you and help you to over come
I am sorry to you mother and grandfather that I can not take your place at the judgment hour
But be thee grateful for I am but human a broken vessel
Yet He the King of Kings believes in you and calls for you to come just as you are. Standing in the Gap for those who answer the call
Interceding and covering you at judgment hour.
But for now
I hear your tears near and far I bow my head and lay myself at your feet
Much Love
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Once I Did
Yeah just to be loved
I wonder what that is like
Sometimes I see it
Sometimes I think I can obtain it
I once believed I could be loved
I once believed in innocence and forever
Yeah to be loved
To be seen
To always know they will be there
Someone who thinks there is no one like you
Yeah to be loved I promise that wherever you may go Wherever life may lead With all my heart I'll be there too From this moment on I want you to know I'll let nothing come between us And I will love the ones you love
Yeah once I did believe
I wonder what that is like
Sometimes I see it
Sometimes I think I can obtain it
I once believed I could be loved
I once believed in innocence and forever
Yeah to be loved
To be seen
To always know they will be there
Someone who thinks there is no one like you
Yeah to be loved I promise that wherever you may go Wherever life may lead With all my heart I'll be there too From this moment on I want you to know I'll let nothing come between us And I will love the ones you love
Yeah once I did believe
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Seek ,Praise, Find,
Seeking after Righteousness
How can one doubt something they are praising?? And with out faith it is impossible to please Him and yet God in His mercy and grace has called us to Praise Him and praise Him always through all things. Amazing Do you see it?? Meditate on that?
Burn my lips and unrighteousness asunder
Give your ear to hear the Lords mighty whispersOh, give thanks to the God of heaven! That made all things and will be when all things fade away. For the LORD has spoken this word. The land shall be entirely emptied and utterly plundered, Then the moon will be disgraced And the sun ashamed; For the LORD of hosts will reign forever, trust not in the things you see in the world for all the earth is in His hands the One who remains FOREVER.
His perfect ness, His righteousness and goodness which endures forever. Your Word says your Mercy endures forever, Love is faithful it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, can you imagine God trusts you that you would love Him and come to Him, love always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. God cannot fail you, God is love and God loves you. Do you see it Jesus stands there in the gap covering us with His blood that we are seen pure with no fault before God for our iniquity that is the sin which nailed Jesus to the cross? Iniquity! And yet Faith, Mercy, Grace and Love, these are the things God offers to us and if we would accept them and open our doors and heart to Him that He would give us eternal life in His presence In the presence of continual Love. This is the thing we reject and have to think so hard on accepting – This is the disease the world hates and tries to keep suppressed. He has called you into the light plucked you from the darkness and chosen to reveal Himself to you. Why? Have you ever meditated on that? Why? Why me, why you? Why were we chosen?Praising you God – Lifting my hands Open the heavens and the skies Blessed be your name Oh Lord.In your Mercy you do not give me what I deserve – Death In your Grace you give me what I do not deserve – LovePlucked from death, I cannot fall from your hands, you cannot lie, Your Word is life, Your word is truth. You give and take away according to your riches and Glory, your mercy and grace.Glory to the King the one and only true and living God – You are The Great I AM my every need met, Worthy Lamb, Holy comforterYou are not far away only from my heart to my knees face to the ground All the time I have wasted not praising your precious name, praying continuously, Heart lifted High for every sadness and pain. Did not You come down from heaven and say?
Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, For they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, For they shall be filled.
Blessed are the merciful, For they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, For they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers, For they shall be called sons of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
“Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
Love the action manifested to the face of man is the Son of Man, God come down from HighBlessed be the name of The Lord.
Oh Praise you, Bless your Holy name.
Holy Holy Holy are you Oh, give thanks to the God of heaven! Blessed am I I
shall lift up my voice and sing For the majesty of the LORD cries out all around me from the earth, sea and sky, every creeping thing to the dawning of the light. Glorify the Lord The God of Israel I bow down before you praising your Holy name. From the ends of the earth hear my praises, hear my cry, hear my continuous song Blessed am I
How can one doubt something they are praising?? And with out faith it is impossible to please Him and yet God in His mercy and grace has called us to Praise Him and praise Him always through all things. Amazing Do you see it?? Meditate on that?
Burn my lips and unrighteousness asunder
Give your ear to hear the Lords mighty whispersOh, give thanks to the God of heaven! That made all things and will be when all things fade away. For the LORD has spoken this word. The land shall be entirely emptied and utterly plundered, Then the moon will be disgraced And the sun ashamed; For the LORD of hosts will reign forever, trust not in the things you see in the world for all the earth is in His hands the One who remains FOREVER.
His perfect ness, His righteousness and goodness which endures forever. Your Word says your Mercy endures forever, Love is faithful it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, can you imagine God trusts you that you would love Him and come to Him, love always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. God cannot fail you, God is love and God loves you. Do you see it Jesus stands there in the gap covering us with His blood that we are seen pure with no fault before God for our iniquity that is the sin which nailed Jesus to the cross? Iniquity! And yet Faith, Mercy, Grace and Love, these are the things God offers to us and if we would accept them and open our doors and heart to Him that He would give us eternal life in His presence In the presence of continual Love. This is the thing we reject and have to think so hard on accepting – This is the disease the world hates and tries to keep suppressed. He has called you into the light plucked you from the darkness and chosen to reveal Himself to you. Why? Have you ever meditated on that? Why? Why me, why you? Why were we chosen?Praising you God – Lifting my hands Open the heavens and the skies Blessed be your name Oh Lord.In your Mercy you do not give me what I deserve – Death In your Grace you give me what I do not deserve – LovePlucked from death, I cannot fall from your hands, you cannot lie, Your Word is life, Your word is truth. You give and take away according to your riches and Glory, your mercy and grace.Glory to the King the one and only true and living God – You are The Great I AM my every need met, Worthy Lamb, Holy comforterYou are not far away only from my heart to my knees face to the ground All the time I have wasted not praising your precious name, praying continuously, Heart lifted High for every sadness and pain. Did not You come down from heaven and say?
Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, For they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, For they shall be filled.
Blessed are the merciful, For they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, For they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers, For they shall be called sons of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
“Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
Love the action manifested to the face of man is the Son of Man, God come down from HighBlessed be the name of The Lord.
Oh Praise you, Bless your Holy name.
Holy Holy Holy are you Oh, give thanks to the God of heaven! Blessed am I I
shall lift up my voice and sing For the majesty of the LORD cries out all around me from the earth, sea and sky, every creeping thing to the dawning of the light. Glorify the Lord The God of Israel I bow down before you praising your Holy name. From the ends of the earth hear my praises, hear my cry, hear my continuous song Blessed am I
Monday, November 12, 2007
Barely breathing
Breathing in
Breathing in
Breathing in
uhwhoooo Breathing out
I am barely breathing
I am broken inside
such fear
Tears
The Pain is not subsiding
I thought I knew
I thought I understood
Who am I
Is it sad - I have tasted that the Lord is gracious and struggle with His favor
He is always the same, I am ever changing
He is forever loving , I am arrogantly trusting
choice.... - to what
Conform to His image
correct my flesh
His hand outstretched and waiting
Choice
Desire - but what
the pure milk of the word
Lies of the flesh - soft lust
lay aside and rid yourself of all malice, all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and all evil speaking
Every Thought into submission, let not a drop of iniquity pass your lips
the pain it burns
Choice
Rejected by man
I am precious, called out of darkness Chosen by God
Behold I cannot be put to shame
All Glory to God
Choice
ease
Temporal acceptance
Bumbling fool, Stumbling
I can build on this cornerstone disobedient with pleasure - The willing flesh
Struggling waring against my flesh - Honor among Gentiles - Death to my soul
anointed in Marvelous light - blissful in purposeful darkness
Choice
Honor all people. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honor the king.
Honor self - Love lust - Fear nothing - Praise iniquity
Death or Glory
Choice
Breathing in
Breathing in
uhwhoooo Breathing out
I am barely breathing
I am broken inside
such fear
Tears
The Pain is not subsiding
I thought I knew
I thought I understood
Who am I
Is it sad - I have tasted that the Lord is gracious and struggle with His favor
He is always the same, I am ever changing
He is forever loving , I am arrogantly trusting
choice.... - to what
Conform to His image
correct my flesh
His hand outstretched and waiting
Choice
Desire - but what
the pure milk of the word
Lies of the flesh - soft lust
lay aside and rid yourself of all malice, all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and all evil speaking
Every Thought into submission, let not a drop of iniquity pass your lips
the pain it burns
Choice
Rejected by man
I am precious, called out of darkness Chosen by God
Behold I cannot be put to shame
All Glory to God
Choice
ease
Temporal acceptance
Bumbling fool, Stumbling
I can build on this cornerstone disobedient with pleasure - The willing flesh
Struggling waring against my flesh - Honor among Gentiles - Death to my soul
anointed in Marvelous light - blissful in purposeful darkness
Choice
Honor all people. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honor the king.
Honor self - Love lust - Fear nothing - Praise iniquity
Death or Glory
Choice
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