Purposing Faith

As we drawn close and closer to God, He breaks me down little by little
But to rebuild me right
mold us to His image
Here is where we struggle wondering why I am feeling this way or that.

Insure
A bit out of control
Where are the reins, what is happening to my control

Cocky - Conceited - self absorbed just a few words that have been used to describe me I am ashamed to say
Its who I have always been and has always gotten me through

Now, I am not sure who I am anymore or who I am going to be

God breaking me down

Breaking Himself out of the box in my mind
Purposing Faith,
He will build me back up to be better.
Stronger and wiser, I hope, Kinder and gentler more loving and understanding, more compassionate and able to shine His hope into the lives of those around me.

Insecurity
What a humbling experience.
Feeling some what of an alien in my own body

Having always been an outsider, feeling apart from the world
Now I grow closer to my Adoni & feel more and more alienated from the world
Yet this time more and more at peace
I pray thee My King when this season too has past you will have broken another set of chains which ties me to this world
lifting me farther and farther from my former self which I have loved so much.

Parting is such sweet sorrow.